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Hey, I guess we all get our own part of the side section so here we go! Line: Shibby over Here for my blog! Slide Here for my fiction! Cat: Bugger over to my blog! Or if you don't like that, how about some fiction? Lucy: Here's my BlOg! And check out my StOrIeS!Maddy: Alli:
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
I need to talk.
There's so much depression gonig around. People saying they just don't care. That they want out. That nobody cares. I care! I'm stuck though, in a bubble of celophane. I can see out, though nobody can see me.
It's like I live to be a comic relief. I'm more than that. Humor is my way of cheering people up. I like my life. I have good parents, good friends, I'm doing decent in school. Maybe it's just difficult for me to see when people have problems that I don't have. But that does not mean I don't care.
I'm a simple person, I believe that most anything is cured with a hug, that if boys didn't have penises the world would be far more perfect, and that you can't hate anything unless you have a good reason. But when someone has a problem all I can do is sit there, like a dumb animal, and listen. I can offer my sympathies, offer a hug, but does it always help? What if it doesn't help?
What if I can't help?
What if somebody I love kills themself?
Where would that leave me and everybody who loved them?
I don't understand.
There are far too many things I don't understand. Makes me wonder if the gods are all up there, laughing at us, manipulating the invisible strings that control our thoughts and movements. We're all puppets. Their puppets. Even though we're puppets, it doesn't mean we're made of wood. It doesn't mean we don't care. That we don't love. That we don't hurt when something hits us, either in the body or the soul.
I guess I just don't know anymore.
-Maddy-
-Pupeteered Poorly-
Scribbled out at 04:47 pm by DanceofEvil
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Sunday, February 01, 2004
We have been neglecting the poor thing, haven't we? *pats blog on head* I'm sorry.
Life's been hectic, but it's slowing down... Weekend, so it's good for now. If it were a weekday, I'd be sleeping or babysitting. Soon I won't have to babysit so much, which is good because I'll have more time, but it's bad because I won't have money anymore, and I like the kid I babysit. We play video games together. I'm gonna miss him. *sniffleeeeee*
I also just finished my homework. Sorta. I did most of it, then kinda stopped. I don't like math anyway. *shrugs* I know MOST of the stuff... Hopefully I'll do alright on the test. If I don't, I'm screwed... *siiiigh*
I bought a Fruits Basket DVD! 'Course, can't watch it, because parents are watching the spoony SUPERBOWL!!! *dies* I also got a Pink Floyd CD... The Division Bell. I'm STILL waiting for my brother to burn me a copy of The Wall, but he's lazy and stupid. *sigh* Oh well. I also got Gravitation volume 4 (I STILL HAVEN'T FOUND VOLUMES 2 AND 3 YET! *dies*) and Megatokyo volume 2. But I digress.
I also ran out of things to chatter about. *shrugs* Oh well. See ya later! *waves*
~Cat
Sunshine and Shadows
Scribbled out at 09:45 pm by Kioko
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Saturday, January 31, 2004
Yes, I have come to the conclusion that the whole world hates my guts. I know, I know, you're like "everybody loves you, Maddy," unless, of course, you hate my guts too. I'm like that screamapillar thing, without constant reassurance, I will die. And that's probably what you want, isn't it? For me just to croak.
I hate to sound like one of those losers who everybody loves to hate because they always insist they're obese when they really aren't, but sometimes I just feel like the world is glaring at me. Even China, and lord knows they wouldn't have much reason to scorn me, considering their hazy past.
*Sigh* I guess I just needed a little rant, and we all love to hear how loved we are, especially when you're kinda in a moody 'tude.
-yddaM-
Shiesty (Shii-StEE) n. : Roughly meaning shit.
Scribbled out at 03:58 pm by DanceofEvil
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Well...I have completely forgotten about this blog. But I remember now. Frankly its supposed to be for writers, but now its just kind of turned into randomness (Which by all means is fine with me). Erm. Nothing new today, if you wanna see whats been up, check out my blog. Erm, I promise I'll update my stories soon? My life's been a bit fucking chaotic, but it's calming down, I hope. Thanks to everyone who was willing to ask how I was, and for the extra hugs. I have to say they wouldn't have been needed, but they were, of course, always appreciated. Anyways, I put up my artwork, so be sure to check it out sometime! Here, at Deviant Art. Thats it for now, I just thought the blog looked a tad lonely...
~Line~
~Sweet Blasphemy~
Line's Tip of the post:
I don't believe in love, that is, until I find it, care to help me?
Scribbled out at 01:59 pm by Rine
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
Hi everyone! I'm sorry I haven't written at all, I couldn't find my password and because I'm a dingus I thought that I needed another password to post in here. The new layout is bee-yoo-tiful! Anyway- things have been going really well with me. Thank goodness the quarter's over, I think I did well so I'm happy. I realized that I've spent like $10 on coffee this weekend. And it isn't a lot in general but I mean, I've been caffinating myself on $3 drinks...if it keeps goin this way I'll be one hyper little broke girl. But the barista guy at Common Grounds is so hot, it's totally worth it. ^-~ And I'm going again later...hehe. Yeah we're skiving off SC and hitting CG before WAY. Woah get a load o' those acronyms.
Yesh. So let's pretend Alli isn't a loser now. Anyway. Good job to Liney on the new layout, its gorgeous. And everyone go check out the LLK fansite by some member of the board. YES I'm a shill. I love promoting LLK. But you'd love them too. I just know you would. And I'm sorry my entry wasn't more interesting but I have to rush off to workish now. Later!
Alli ^-^
Scribbled out at 11:33 am by Alli
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Yes, I haven't updated in awhile *shifty eyes* but i've been in an undercover mission, um, well I can't tell you what it's about because then I'd have to kill you. *evil laugh* BWAHAhAHAhA!!!!!
Okay woosh! Actually the real reason I haven't updated is because of exams but I'm trying not to think about that... *calms self* "There are no exams, there are no exams, there are no exams, there are no exams.." *a sensible person points out that there are actually exams* "ARRG! SHUT UP! NO THERE AREN'T!!!!!" *person runs away in confusion and I continue to meditate* Ah, much better.
Hee hee I can't consentrate because am under influence of caramel machiatto. Have you ever had one of those? Well, let me tell you they're FABULOUS! It's caffiene and sugar all in one conveniently yummy drink. Yeeeees. Wooooooosh.
Did you know that, um, well I forgot what I was going to say *pouts* oh well! My friends and I played hide and seek the other day and one of the best places to hide was my moms closet, which as it turns out holds her prized evening gown which was apparently "out of place..." but she actually didn't get mad... I think she thought it was funny because my friends and I were actually supposed to be studying for the ever popular exams...
Oh yes and on to the title of my blog, "I love yusuke." This is because I love Yusuke. *puts on voice of girl in gum adds* FAbuLOUS, NO MATTER WhAT! hee hee
It seems I've run out of things to say for today. Well, farwell friends.
~Loofa
Everybody else has a phrase they put under their name. I need a phrase. Any ideas?
Scribbled out at 06:40 pm by Loofa
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Yes, I know, Otakon is not a verb. But it is now! BWAHAHA! But it's next summer, if I remember right; that means I'LL BE MOVING AT THAT TIME! *dies* Not fair! I knew I should've made mom let me go last year! (Though she wouldn't let me, I could've snuck out or something..and gotten killed...bah X_x)
Anyways, yes, I am 15 now. Almost able to drive. Ph33r, for I shall crash into you with my lack of driving skills! Actually I'm not kidding. Have you ever seen me play a driving game? Death! ^^ How fun.
Back to my b-day. I GOT FRUITS BASKET!!! <3 Mom for getting it for me! I got DVD 1 and 2. So I get 12 eppies to obsess over. Have you seen Fruits Basket? So amazingly cute, and funny. Tohru is kinda weird, but she makes me laugh. So far as I've seen (episode 1 and 2 ^_^;;) I like Kyo best. He's so cute! (Plus he's a cat, which doesn't hurt...) I also got several mangas (gotta love it ^^), a new jewelry box (thank god, the one I have is like 7 years old now and PINK), a Three Days Grace CD (it's pretty good ^^), and a chocolate orange. Love chocolate, love oranges, REALLY LOVE chocolate oranges! Hey! If anyone's planning to send me a present, but hasn't yet, throw in a chocolate orange for me! (No, I'm kidding. Don't actually do it.)
Um, I'm out of things to say. *plays with jelly bracelets* Um.... I'm out. See ya later!
~Cat
Sunshine and shadows
Scribbled out at 11:26 am by Kioko
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Monday, January 19, 2004
Well, apparently I found my stable font color. Anyways I want to wish Cat a very happy birthday today! (Hey! I'm gunna be sending you a present, but I'm very easily distracted, so it should come in the next week!) I made the header images prettier, but I couldn't make them match the backround, so is black alright?
Ieee! *spazzes* Liney has news! OTAKON 2004! ITS COMMING! Run! Not for cover you fool, run to it! Run to Otakon 2004! Oh, and the best part is, is that its in Baltimore MD, baby, Only half an hour away. Anyways, I'm really excited about that.
Cat, you said that you got FAKE 5? Iee! I want that -and- Gravitation! I didn't realize it was out yet! I kept checking and it was never there! Anyways It's late and I really need to get sleep, because I have more exams tomorrow. Isn't that just shibbatastic?! Don't get in my path, I'm close to going on a rampage.
Line's Tip of the Day: Left to her own devices in her room for long periods of time, Line is bound to find some way to burn the house down, or at least make something smolder.
~Line~
~Sweet Blasphemy~
Scribbled out at 10:55 pm by Rine
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
I'm almost 15!!! *throws confetti* Now, someone else gets to clean that up, since it's almost my birthday ^_^
I'm curious though... Do I have presents coming in the mail? I know it's selfish of me to wonder, but I'm really curious! I can't help it! *wails* I'm a horrible person! Horrible horrible horrible! *bashes self over the head with a mallet*
...Okay, I'm over it.
On to more interesting news. I have 75 bucks in my wallet, and I am gloating. I HAD $110, but I spent $40 on mangas ^_^;; Hehehe... I got FAKE 5, Hot Gimmick, Ai Yori Aoshi, and Snow Drop. Ai Yori Aoshi was so amazingly fluffy. FAKE was great! ^^ For anyone who hasn't read it, they should! It's great! (Hope you're not homophobic though.. and PH33R T3H 7TH VOLUME!)
Okay, I'm done! ^^ See ya later! Happy late b-day, Mads! *huggle*
~Cat
Sunshine and shadows
Scribbled out at 10:02 pm by Kioko
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Happy Birthday Maddy and Cat!
Whooo! It's exam week, so I can't write much, because I'm studying. Isn't that wonderful? I don't have much to say today, so here's my tip of the day! (In exciting picture form now, aren't you awed and amazed?!)
Line's tip of the day:
**Happy Birthday Cat!**
**Happy Birthday Maddy!**
~Line~
~Sweet Blasphemy~
Scribbled out at 05:00 pm by Rine
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